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Feedback & Questions
   11/10
I'm realizing so much about myself. It's unbelievable how much I've grown up. I still have a ways to go but it's pretty interesting so far. I put myself through so much. I spent the entire weekend sleeping, drinking, eating, dancing, watching football, playing pool. It was actually pretty fun. But the drinking got me down. I liked it at Kansas when I'd go out one night a week and the 2nd night I would workout, shower, study, rent a movie, watch TV, write, read, relax. It feels good to take care of myself. So why do I keep doing all this like it's living life to the fullest ... because it's not. Living life completely is breathing deeply & watching a baby smile, families congregate for dinner or play ball in the park. Living is jogging w/ friends & turning cart- wheels every now and then. Living to me is NOT getting drunk & smoking myself to death. It's not about your name being well known or well-off.

What I want in my life
What is impt. To me?
1. GOD—I don't spend any time praying except maybe 5 min. before I go to bed if I remember. I try and be kind & sincere to everyone I meet. I try to be a good person, but I'm not allowing God to work fully in my life. I want him to be in my life more. What I can do: read Christian bks. listen to music hang out w/ good people * university Bible study

2. Having good supportive friendships

3. Being with people who like to dream, discuss, are go-getters, and love life & themselves

4. My family—don't give up on it

5. Being creative and hear nature

6. Loving my body (feeding it properly)

7. My education

8. Being my own indiv. Self & lovin' my uniqueness.
    I am special